Monthly Archive: August 2004

NO I WAS NOT OUTTING MYSELF, GWENN!  There are LOTS of things I
could suck, in general I don’t DO men… haven’t made an exception to
that in 30 years, why start now?

Hugs,
Me

I have *A* computer working now… but it’s not finding the cable modem on the network yet.  I think John should be able to get it working tonight or tomorrow.  Also need to install the sound card software, but can probably find newer drivers than John has on the Internet when I get there.


I haven’t heard from very many people lately, and with no Internet, that really leaves me feeling quite lonely.  I did talk to my twin sis Akasha last night for about an hour, and an ex-gf who still loves me (most of my exes do, eventually… wonder why I can’t find one that wants to KEEP me?).  Please call if you have my number.  Of course that means everyone will call at the same time .


I learned from my temporary roommate that my landlord thinks I don’t work.  I wrote him a brief letter telling him everything that I do, that I could remember at the time.  I hope he has more respect for me in the future.  I’m looking for a new place, I’ve been here for 6 years now and the landlord is VERY restrictive, even though he cuts me a few breaks (and always lets me know he is unhappy about that).


Aimee, honey, the library computers won’t load your Flooble, so I can’t leave a message often.  You know I still love you and would love to have you back.  I’ll just leave my comment here and hope you see it… and feel my love for you.


Hugs,
Me

Computer is still down.  I may be getting my old one back
tomorrow, but I don’t know for sure that it works.  I lost my
Aimee.  Life sux.  In case anyone is interested, I suck
better .

Hugs,
Me

OK, my computer went down a couple nights ago.  I’m typing this at the library.  I was moving files from one partition to the other, and apparently it messed up the NTFS equivalent of a FAT table or the Master Boot Record itself.


I LOVE MY AIMEE!!!!  We have been on the phone so much and she shows me every day how much she loves me and cares about me.


Hugs to Irish and everyone else reading this.


Me

Well, there’s still someone trying to split us up as revenge for doing him a favor… but we’re very happy except for the distance between us.  The past is past, and I was the worst offender by far.  But sometimes you gotta spread a lot of fertilizer to get a decent crop.  I LOVE YOU MY AIMEE MY SWEETIE HONEY BABY HIPPO DOLPHIN!!!!!







Just looked at my budget spreadsheet for next month.  Oooh.  Deep in the red.  But it will be my last hard month in this long climb back from being deep in debt.  If anyone would like to donate to a good cause, this is it 😀


Hugs,
Me

OK, everything got really bad, and now it’s really great again.  Aimee and I went into Circle for healing and bound ourselves to each other.  I believe we are closer now than ever… despite the fact that someone who said she was a friend tried to separate us and did so in the worst way possible.  That’s over, that person is no longer a friend… and the other person she hurt by doing what she did is a friend still.  You can’t break us up, we’re the healers. 


Hugs,
Me

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.


Aimee has spent hardly any time with me lately.  I don’t think it’s her fault.  But we seem to be getting more fatalistic about whether we will ever be together.


My meeting went well tonight.  I was also supposed to go look at apartments today, but Guy called me and said he had called the office and they were closed.  I guess we’ll do that next week.  That will give me more time to fill out their Neverending Application Form.


Hope everyone is well and happy.  Wish I was.


Hugs,
Me

Andy Rooney on Vegetarians: “Vegetarian – that’s an old Indian word meaning ‘lousy hunter.'”


Andy Rooney On Phone-In-Polls: You know those shows where people call in and vote on different issues? Did you ever notice there’s always like 18% that say “I don’t know.” It costs 90 cents to call up and vote and they’re voting “I don’t know.” Honey, I feel very strongly about this. Give me the phone. (Says into phone) “I DON’T KNOW!” (Hangs up looking proud.) Sometimes you have to stand up for what you believe you’re not sure about.” This guy probably calls up phone sex girls for $2.95 to say, I’m not in the mood.”


Andy Rooney On Cripes: My wife’s from the Midwest. Very nice people there. Very wholesome. They use words like ‘Cripes’. ‘For Cripe’s sake.’ Who would that be? Jesus Cripe’s? The son of ‘Gosh’ of the church of ‘Holy Moly’? I’m not making fun of it. You think I wanna burn in ‘Heck’?


Andy Rooney On Morning Differences: Men and women are different in the morning. We men wake up aroused in the morning. We can’t help it. We just wake up and we want you. And the women are thinking, ‘How can he want me the way I look in the morning?’ It’s because we can’t see you. We have no blood anywhere near our optic nerve.


Andy Rooney On Fabric Softener: My wife uses fabric softener. I never knew what that stuff was for. Then I noticed women coming up to me, sniffing, then saying under their breath, “Married!” and walking away. Fabric Softeners are how our wives mark their territory. We can take off the ring, but it’s hard to get that April fresh scent out of your clothes. 


Laughter and Hugs,
Me