Things have really improved. There was a hiccup yesterday but we got through it without any hystrionics. I’m still really fragile and on edge, but just need to fill up my reserves. Sweetie truly loves me and has been more demonstrative lately. Our daughter has also been, and the trust levels have been boosted way up on the parenting side. I guess the more I don’t want to leave (and don’t think about it or talk about it), the more they aren’t afraid I will. This is a good thing.
I feel so isolated most of the time. I think that’s an aspect of my Asperger’s. When I’m in need people jump up to help me, especially at Gatherings.
I also saw one of my new Family friends at his workplace two days ago and, like a true autistic person, did not recognize him (that’s not the setting he BELONGS in, LOL). But I’m not sure he recognized me either, we had only met at the last Gathering. We spent some time at their house last night, really gonna love these people and our daughter loves their kids even though they are significantly younger than she is.
Guess that’s all the good news. Gotta go get my morning coffee.