I had a miserable morning. Honey didn’t read signals right, cat tripped me TWICE in the kitchen (which I over-reacted to, poor kitty), was in tears despite being able to get coffee, breakfast, and a sandwich made for lunch. Cried for a minute, entered my spending on my spreadsheet, read my email… and I think I’m OK. Maybe it’s just jitters, the Big Opening Performance is Saturday morning. Got two more days to practice. I think I’m ready. Get paid tomorrow (every other Friday).
Best not dwell on it. Things will be better. I love my honey.
Hugs,
Me
Things will get better. Always look to the positive.
I’d love to. But things got WAY worse tonight, very bad “panic attack” attention-seeking behavior, complete with a knife. Of course, tomorrow is my first concert in years, so it couldn’t be better timed. I don’t know what to do right now. I’m hardly the warm-loving person I want to be.