Now that Xanga is abandoning its users, I have decided to begin anew.
II have been letting life be felt as tearing me apart, when it’s just a slight amount of damage. I guess when you decide to be more multifaceted, light comes through those extra facets. I hope I can deal with this, and I hope those who love me can hold on for the ride. But I have to make decisions now to put a cow-catcher out front and maybe a snowplow, to smooth the road a bit. Maybe I just need better shock absorbers.
Today I shed a skin. I’m sure it won’t be a complete shed, but I will do the best I can.