Monthly Archive: June 2003


She’s beautiful, wonderful, and everything I ever wanted!!!!!  I’m so happy!!!!!  Everyone send love and hugs, we’ll be very happy.  Her kids love me too, especially little Harley, he’s already calling me Dad.

That’s all I have time to write, have to get back to Willow.


Well, I got a big quiz that seemed to be more substantial than most… I held back on a few answers, none of y’all’s business, LOL.


— Name: Moss, although my parents think it’s Gerald

— Birthplace: Long Beach, CA

— Current Location: Asheville NC

— Eye Color: Blue

— Hair Color: Brown

— Height: 5’11-1/2″

— Righty or Lefty: Righty

— Zodiac Sign: Saggittarius


— Your heritage: Welsh/Scots/German/English/Cherokee

— The shoes you wore today: Route 66 sandals

— Your weakness: ice cream

— Your fears: inadequacy

— Your perfect pizza: italian sausage or hamburger, black olive, and mushroom

— Goal you’d like to achieve: publish a professionally-produced CD of my music


— Your most overused phrase on AIM (or any internet chat/IM utility): Huge hippo hugs

— Your first waking thoughts: Well, I might as well get up now…

— Your best physical feature: face, and buns…

— Your most missed memory: song lyrics I’ve forgotten


— Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi

— McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King

— Single or group dates: Single

— Adidas or Nike: neither

— Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither

— Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate

— Cappuccino or coffee: coffee


— Smoke: pipe and cigars

— Cuss: sometimes

— Sing: often, but not often enough

— Take a shower everyday: nope

— Been in love: always

— Want to go back to college: perhaps

— Liked high school: not much

— Want to get married: yes

— Believe in yourself: usually

— Get motion sickness: yes, sometimes

— Think you’re attractive: yes

— Think you’re a health freak: nope

— Get along with your parents: somewhat

— Like thunderstorms: no

— Play an instrument: several, guitar mostly

In the past month…

— Drank alcohol: beer

— Smoked: yup

— Done a drug: only prescription

— Made Out: nope

— Gone on a date: nope

— Gone to the mall?: nope

— Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: nope

— Eaten sushi: nope

— Been on stage: nope, not this month

— Been dumped: nope

— Gone skating: nope

— Made homemade cookies: nope

— Gone skinny dipping: nope

— Dyed your hair: nope

— Stolen Anything: nope

— You sound boring: yep


— Played a game that required removal of clothing: not that I remember

— If so, was it mixed company: N/A

— Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yup, but not for a while

— Been caught doing something: like what?

— Been called a tease: nope

— Gotten beaten up: yup, but not for several decades

— Shoplifted: yup

— Changed who you were to fit in: yup, didn’t work though


— Age you were married: 22

— Numbers and Names of Children: 2, Daniel Phillip and Chandra Darlene, both 28

— Describe your Wedding: which one?

— How do you want to die: lying in Willow’s arms

— Where you went to college: Sterling College KS, Alexander City Jr College, Alexander City AL, and Metropolitan State College, Denver, CO

— What do you want to be when you grow up: I want to help sick and handicapped people improve their quality of life

— What country would you most like to visit: New Zealand


— Number of drugs taken illegally: 3

— Number of people I could trust with my life: 4

— Number of CDs that I own: 80

— Number of piercing: ears, 1 each

— Number of tattoos: 3

— Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: don’t know

— Number of scars on my body: 4 I can think of

— Number of things in my past that I regret: too many to count


Well, I am getting some help from my parents, and some wonderful help from online friends (Thank You, Pixie!), and will have the option of fixing the car or getting a better one, with help from my student, Sapphire Skye.  They are towing the car back to me today, until I can make my decision.  That is nice of them, except I have to pay for the tow, and don’t know how much it is yet.

I’m also getting my guitar fixed (again, Thank You, Pixie! my wonderful sister!), so I will be able to practice and be ready for my concert in August.

This is for all my online friends who complain about my “help” in the chatrooms:

[take the test] – [by]

I thought you’d like to know that…  and that they misspelled “Infallible”…

I can’t wait another week!  Hurry up and get here, my Willow!  I LOVE YOU WILLOW!!!!!!!


Oh no!  I just found out that Willow won’t be leaving to come visit me until next week the 18th!!!!!  I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU, MY WILLOW!!!!! 

My transmission is completely FU’d, the bill is $1460… I don’t know if I can get the money or not, if I have to give up and buy another car (I really love this car), or just have to ride the bus for a while.  I’ll know more later…

Guess I’ll just read my Pagan Prison Ministry materials some more.


Yesterday I went over to Sapphire Skye & MoonDolphin’s to do my laundry.  We talked about a lot of things regarding class, and got my laundry done.

And then on the way home, coming down the US 19-23 Freeway, my transmission went out.  I got all the way onto the Patton Ave. offramp, but that’s as far as she went.  A very nice Mexican man walking along the road let me use his cell phone to call for a tow truck, and I got her towed to a nearby transmission shop.  I have not heard what the damages will be yet.

Needless to say, I’m in shock.  On top of that, the driver’s side door handle decided to break at the transmission shop.

But I get to see my Willow in a couple of days!  I LOVE YOU, MY WILLOW!!!!!  Please hurry!!!!!!


I miss my Willow, but only a few more days!  I’m so excited!!!!!  I LOVE YOU WILLOW!!!!

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I need to clean this place up a bit… shouldn’t be too hard, it wasn’t that long since I cleaned up last…

I learned a lot from the workshop yesterday, and have a lot of printed matter and a CD-ROM from it…  Only problem is that some of the files are in Microsoft Works, which I don’t have…

Should have class more often… gotta get Sapphire Skye and MoonDolphin more involved…

Enough for now I guess.  Back to the SMC chat room.


Whew, I got an email from my Willow!  Not as good as a phone call, but she still loves me and her phone isn’t working… I worry about that, don’t want her to need the phone for an ambulance or something…


I’m going to my Pagan Prison Ministry workshop to get accredited to work as a Chaplain in the NC State Prisons, the workshop is sponsored by WARD (Witches Against Religious Discrimination).  It’s being held in a little town called Maiden, NC, never been there before, hope I find it OK.  I have to be there by 1 pm.

I’m making morning coffee right now.  Can’t seem to sleep later than 5 no matter what I try, but at least I’m on a morning schedule.  I’m going to bed around 5 in the evening though.  Just can’t stay awake longer than that.  Hope I’m ok on the roads tonight.


Your Brain Usage Profile

Auditory : 50%
Visual : 50%
Left : 72%
Right : 27%

Mordewis, you are somewhat left-hemisphere dominant with a balanced preference for auditory and visual inputs. Because of your “centrist” tendencies, the distinctions between various types of brain usage are somewhat blurred.

Your tendency to be organized and logical and attend to details is reasonably well-established which should afford you success regardless of your chosen field of endeavor, unless it requires total spontaneity and ability to improvise, your weaker traits. However, you are far from rigid or overcontrolled. You possess a degree of individuality, perceptiveness, and trust in your intuition to function at much more sophisticated levels than most.

Having given sufficient attention to detail, you can readily perceive the larger aspects and implications of a situation or of learning. You are functional and practical, but can blend abstraction and theory into your framework readily.

The equivalence of your auditory and visual learning orientation gives you two equally effective sensory input systems, each with distinctive features. You can process both unidimensionally and multidimen- sionally with equal facility. When needed, you sequence material while at other times you “intake it all” and store it for processing later.

Your natural ability to use your senses is also synthesized in your way of learning. You can be reflective in your approach, absorbing material in a non-aggressive manner, and at other times voracious in seeking out stimulation and experience.

Overall you tend to be somewhat more critical of yourself than is necessary and avoid enjoying life too much because of a sense of duty. You feel somewhat constrained and tend to sometimes restrict your expressiveness. In any given situation, you will opt for the rational, and learning of almost any type should be easy for you. You might need certain ideas explained to you in order to fit them into your scheme of things, but you’re at least open to that!

I think I’m on a day schedule now… I’m just sleeping too many hours.  I still can’t call Willow, and am very worried about her.  I LOVE YOU WILLOW!!!!

I slept through a meeting yesterday, beginning to wonder if they’re going to elect me Secretary next year .

Nothing really happening.  I get re-certified for the housing program today.  Shouldn’t be an issue.  Also see the P-doctor today.