PostSecret

There are people who think I’m not as horrible as they are

I hope they’re wrong

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That’s my response.  I just received a copy of the PostSecret book.  I’m crying my eyes out… I hope it’s catharsis and growth, but what if it’s just awareness of how awful I am?  Too many of these I could have written, but I probably would not have believed Frank would read them.  I’ve only read the first 10 or so pages.

I will point out that I am making this statement at a time in my life when I have never had so much self-esteem.  It just sometimes feels like I’m lying to myself about that… nobody else wants me…

I want to laugh about this.  I can’t right now.

Hugs,
Me